I feel frustrated about my surrounding. hate them all. hate everything. hate every voice. hate every face. hate every kind of attitude. i want to screaming! yelling! Punch thing! and them! i just want to make everything be easy not for me! but for them! and this is what i get. talk in my back. hah.. funny. i want to talk about it with my friend, but i know, i am too bad for my decision. too rush maybe? but they want i moved fastly. so, that what can i do. hmmm.. i want to go home!!!!!!!!!!!!! i, for this time, for just now, hate this place. just because they are. btw, just now, i got feeling that i get wrong time for facing the principal. his eyes so red. i think he have a quarrel again with his girlfriend. hahhhh.. time will be hard again. and one more time, i hate it. somewhere of myself, i feel depressed about a thing today.. some word come to my mind, the energy is a immortal thing. and if you blow up your negative energy, that energy will just stay and wrap you up then tag a lon