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do not read, it will make you get some headache with my bad language just for myself Someone who i know not long time ago at my last office, invite me, no, more like ask me to invite in a job that i do last time. He ask me, am i apply to be individual consultant at my old office or not. Well, actually, beside that job is really tiring my emotional, i like it. I like my colleague. but i don't know, i hate one of them that actually my direct supervisor at office. The childish person that i know. I admitted he is a smart person, but just IQ, not EQ nor SQ. Bad. Looking situation just from one side when that mean is really-really wrong conclusion. I just really won't to meet him again. I don't hate him, but if i can, i won't to meet or just passing by with him. just because a complicated reason that i confused how to tell or write it. And because of that, i tell to he who ask me before to join be individual consultant at his yuridiction that i am will not join with them, al

my english is so bad but when i curhat in bahasa, i fell shy so whatever this is just for my self don't try to read if you don't want to get headache with it. Waw oh waw.. Still same although not same at the first sight. I still want to go home. Still feeling uncomfortable at the new place, where I just a guest in here. Actually, I feel not confident about myself about teach. And before that, I am not confident about a place that I want to stay in this first years that I give my time in a new place like here. May I just stay at their home with a half price than the other place but with a master house, or I just search the other place that take a month price, or company with my old friend that I forgot about her face for together rent a house. Hmm.. I still wanna go home. The most comfortable place to me. Actually, I just want to have my own place. But, alone is bad. And more important from that is I don’t have enough money to get home or rent a house for myself. hhhh i don'